February 2010
9 posts
I Broke it
Yes I broke my promise. I didn’t post over the weekend. I guess I needed a break. I don’t really know what to say now except that however much I might pretend to be: I am not fine. The problem is that I can’t say that to the people around me because there is no real reason for me to feel this way. I just do.
January 2010
4 posts
Tired
I’m tired.
Really damn tired.
Tomorrow will only make it worse.
Compounded onto tiredness
the fact that I’m just pissed.
Angry.
At the notion
that I’m the inferior being,
of God being gendered
and that unfair assumption
that because man
has been
and claims to be placed
above me
he is.
Just because he screams louder
casts a longer shadow
and demands my...
Keeping a promise . . .
… even if it is just to myself. I said I would post something everyday and I’m going to stick to that barring injury or some other extenuating circumstance.
So for today, a Wednesday, I guess all I have to say is that I can find moments of fleeting joy in the little things. I’ll try to cling to those moments and ignore the gaping void that stretches between them. With enough...
Write a bit each day
Every day I’m going to post something for this blog. Whether it is a sentence a picture or a quote … I’m going to put a little piece of myself out there. Well perhaps I’m not really taking a big risk. There is a good chance that absolutely no one will read this, but I have to start with baby steps. So here I go, step by step on my search for human connection …...